Wednesday, April 11, 2007

Lost Milestones

DH and I officially spent our Easter weekend as "shut ins"-

Why does the weather have to turn colder after teasing me with 80 degree springtime Dlite? Just when I was getting used to evenings in the hammock, with a cool drink in hand ,watching my husband slave in the yard.
Seriously, I haven't been that lazy all together, I have been getting on my road bike or taking a jog through the neighborhood as often as I can.

I missed Makenzie dearly over the Easter holidays. I had images conjured up of her in a pastel Easter dress with a barrette in that thick hair, staring bright eyed at the older kids as they scatter and cheer in the park, searching for brightly colored eggs. I always envision the smiles DH and I would have at those moments , watching her expressions as she experienced something new and profound. Lost Milestones

2 comments:

BabylossDirectory said...

I just wanted to let you know that your blog is listed under "Infant Loss" in the Directory... thank you so much for submitting it.

I am sorry that your Easter was so difficult - I would have to say that mine was, too. I am starting to really believe that it makes no difference how much time passes, each milestone is going to hurt. A testament to the undying love we have for our children, I guess.

~ delphi @ eightmillionpieces

Athena said...

I agree, the holidays are the worst. i was hoping someone would tell me they get better, but I know it will be like this for as long as I live. Keeping you in my prayers...